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so i went in today to do my paperwork for mac. i was kind of disappointed to know that i dont get a discount since im freelance/on-call. but i cant describe how happy i am to know i am apart of the team there.i cant wait to start working. but i do feel like, a bit of anxiety because im worried i wont do as well, maybe ill mess up. i dont want to make lindsey or jen feel regret for hiring me.im in love with mac, and being apart of that company means the world to me.
so i went and did all that, also picked up studio tech, some loose powder, and strobe cream. i love it all!! i cant wait to try out studio tech tomorrow morning!! the only thing im super worried about is mis-matching colors for people.(studio tech, fix, moisture blend, etc) thats the only thing im truly going to have to think hard about. everything else im pretty confident about. eyeshadow, lip stuff even blush now!! :) i should start in a week or two! i now know i gotta step up my game. eyeshadow, hair and i gotta buy all kinds of accessories!!! i need to go do some shopping when i get paid. (tomorrow or the night after) anywayz, im still worried and i think i will be for a while. not until i get more into it, and used to the atmosphere.
anywayz....wish me luck!! sorry i sound so weird. i just cant think straight. especially when i have someone sitting in a chair next to me, right over my dam shoulder. goodnight.