"Can I Speak to you for a moment"
Let me start with something positive... Simply because I feel like I'm always bitching and that really isn't me. I am in a great mood today and I am looking forward to tomorrow because I am off. I have plans to go hiking, seeing the best friend for lunch and then off to do as I wish with the rest of my day. I love days off.
Let the BITCHING commence!!!
So I had a horrible day yesterday. I spent all morning in the hospital. Richard is covered with infections and was admitted. He has not been taking care of himself and I am not his father so I must sit and watch this 72 year old suffer because he has lost interest in life. Rays of sunshine people!!!
So from the hospital I rush home because I have to be at work. I get home shower, dress, make my lunch, all good I have time...I'm gonna make it. Get there and I spend 35 minutes looking for parking. NOT MY IDEA OF FUN.
And here is the meat of this post for today... My store manager we'll call her..."OMG I'm a hick girl who just happens to be pretty WTF" calls me into the office. She wants to talk. I get a lecture about making the right decisions at the right time and in one breathe she tells me that she understands that my immediate supervisor is an idiot but I have to try harder to show her that I want to be there.................UGH!!!!! I explained how I feel like an outsider and how no one in the building is strong when it comes to communication and that I shouldn't be the only one trying. I also informed her that when ever I ask for something to do to show that I am trying ...."help customers" is the response I get. I am having absolutely no luck with finding a new job and its becoming very discouraging. I am however becoming a Partylite consultant. I love the product and its super fun to talk about..
I'm done, I really just want to be the happy person I can be all the time...work makes that hard...........WTF