drunk so who gives a fuck
i havent typed in a very long time. im drunk, stuck in dassel, my car is in iowa, and im missing paul birken. my ride never showed up, but thats cool because i never talked to her. in fact, i missed her by about 5 minutes. if i had only called her 5 minutes proir to when i did call, mabye things would be different tonight. its holloween, arnt you supposed to have fun on this one night of the year? i was looking forward to it, thats for sure. i just got out of STOP at fairview hospital. i was locked up for five fucking days. and they didnt even let us smoke in there. my parents had two cops waiting for me when i woke up saturday morning, the night before, the atmosphere concert was great, brother ali is very talented, i enjoyed the freestyle vibes while i was there. but i forced to take a UA that saturday morning, they found THC, and traces of meth and coke, later on that day, i had a family meeting, got very mad, walked outside to smoke my god-damn cigarette, then back inside to spin for awile. next thing you know a fucking pig sticks his bald fucking head into my room. i agreed to walk outside, but by the time i got into the hallway of my house, he had me in restraint. i didnt make any sudden movements or try to run so i dont know why he grabed my wrists. after alot of screaming and bad behavior, i was forced into an ambulence and then into stop. it was a whole lot of fucking fun. believe me. now im here, in dassel, drunk...THE HIGHTLIGHT OF THIS YEARS HOLLOWEEN... a sevendy year old clown gave me two mini crunch bars after she told me to say "TRICK OR TREAT". But i guess im getting checked into hazelden again, In-Pacient. im getting locked up for one month to talk about blow, ketamine, mdma, meth, and my favorite MARIJUANA. drinking isnt so bad when its the only thing around. i guess its kinda sad that i had to resort to this...hope you all had a very fun filled holloween, at leist you will have something GOOD to remember about it. ~Peace