The sky is falling and the sun won't set
Do you ever get those dreams just before you go to sleep where you feel like your falling and then you wake up with a start. My life is one of those, except I can't make myself wake-up, i keep trying to stop myself, grabbing onto branches and leaves but they break off and my descent continues. I'm out of control and I like it, but is it too much to ask to have someone ANYONE to love and hold ffs i never cared about this until now but I just hate it atm. I think it's because all my friends now have someone, and i'm bloody happy for them but it just makes me realise how insecure i am with myself. I'm sorry that i'm being all down today. I love you guys and maybe soon someone will come along to stop me falling and i'll wake up and the we can watch the sun rise.