"With bitter laughs i'll bring some news, better things for me and you..."

May 10, 2007 02:59

So, good news.
Come monday, i'm done smoking.
I'm finally ready i do believe.
I've cut it out of my driving, i'm not smoking in my room anymore.
I think this time's the one.
I've got everyone behind me, and more importantly, i'm ready to do it.
It's like the saying goes "you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink".
Too many people assume that smoking's just something you do, out of boredom. Purely because well fuck. You've got shit better to do with your time.
But there's the nicotine part, i guess. That's more subconcious than anything.
The real kick in the ass, is breaking the every day habits.
When you get in the car, wake up, go on break, go to work, get off work, all of those times when you just get one out and go for it.
Well, those have to be broken.
So far, i've gotten the two hardest out of the way.
Work comes next. It's going to be a bitch. I'll probably go all weekend without smoking while at work.
It's tough, but i can't let myself keep it going 'til monday.
It's not a good habit to run on any longer, so hey, may as well kill it ahead of schedule.
Oh, and i made pretty picture.
Yay!


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