i am hollywood
do you know what it's like to watch someone drop your heart off of a bridge?
i feel like things are going well, but could be going much better. there are things that should be said to certain people that just aren't said, and that's why people get hurt. harboring feelings for someone is a terrible thing to do. at this point i feel like i'm just trying to force myself into some type of relationship. i guess i feel the need for some type of companionship or something. maybe i'm just missing something. maybe i'm just missing the point. i've just been putting myself out there, and i've gotten hurt the last couple of times. i want some type of security, some type of sanity. i feel like i've made so many strides and matured so much over the last six months. i don't want to complicate things with people anymore. i wish things that were said to people could just be yes or no, or some simple answer along those lines.
in other news, i get to move in with two of my favorite people in the world, Betsy and Madison. i don't think i could be more excited if i wanted to.
man, i just want something to really go my way.
i feel like things are going well, but could be going much better. there are things that should be said to certain people that just aren't said, and that's why people get hurt. harboring feelings for someone is a terrible thing to do. at this point i feel like i'm just trying to force myself into some type of relationship. i guess i feel the need for some type of companionship or something. maybe i'm just missing something. maybe i'm just missing the point. i've just been putting myself out there, and i've gotten hurt the last couple of times. i want some type of security, some type of sanity. i feel like i've made so many strides and matured so much over the last six months. i don't want to complicate things with people anymore. i wish things that were said to people could just be yes or no, or some simple answer along those lines.
in other news, i get to move in with two of my favorite people in the world, Betsy and Madison. i don't think i could be more excited if i wanted to.
man, i just want something to really go my way.