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Man it is really disgusting out... it's snowing/raining, freezing, and the sky is gray and cloudy and it just is really ucky... and I'm sitting at my computer, and I'm really cold... brrr!!!
Anyways, I'm glad it's the weekend! I like weekends much more than weekdays... and I don't have to work today!! So Jake and I are doing something, we're going to have dinner, then I think we're going to go bowling with some friends. It shall be a good time whatever we do! I haven't seen him in 2 days... I know I'm pathetic, but I'm excited to see him, it feels like it's been longer than two days. Man, how am I going to survive the year that we're apart after he moves to Florida and I'm stuck here finishing my last year?? I don't know, but we'll make it work! If we're still together when he moves that is, and I'm thinking that there's a VERY good possibility that we will be;) I think I'm going to tell him, I know he hasn't told me yet, but I think I want him to know, cause honestly, I'm positive he feels the same way, but is too scared to say it?? I don't know. I guess I'll find out!!
Let's see... in other news... my little sister is coming to visit me next weekend and I'm very excited about that!! We're going to have a great time!!
So I'm thinking that I have a very good chance at getting an internship for the summer!! And I can live with my sister, for free!! So I'll be able to save up some good money!! It just means I will be living in Florida for the summer, which is sad cause I'll be further away, but really exciting at the same time because if I can get this internship, it's a huge step toward my future. Yeah I'm freaking out about it, but I got to look at things seriously, I only have one year left. Then I'm on my own, I have to get a career... wow. Time really goes by fast. Plus an internship will look good on grad school applications. And I'll be close to Jake for another 3 months... which isn't the reason I'm doing it, but it's a bonus!!
But anyways... I don't really have much else to update! My life isn't full of excitement... but it's a good life, I think so at least, and that's all that matters!!
wow the wind is whipping around the trees outside!! It's crazy out there!!! AHHHHHHH!!!! Why is it winter in October????
Anyways, I'm glad it's the weekend! I like weekends much more than weekdays... and I don't have to work today!! So Jake and I are doing something, we're going to have dinner, then I think we're going to go bowling with some friends. It shall be a good time whatever we do! I haven't seen him in 2 days... I know I'm pathetic, but I'm excited to see him, it feels like it's been longer than two days. Man, how am I going to survive the year that we're apart after he moves to Florida and I'm stuck here finishing my last year?? I don't know, but we'll make it work! If we're still together when he moves that is, and I'm thinking that there's a VERY good possibility that we will be;) I think I'm going to tell him, I know he hasn't told me yet, but I think I want him to know, cause honestly, I'm positive he feels the same way, but is too scared to say it?? I don't know. I guess I'll find out!!
Let's see... in other news... my little sister is coming to visit me next weekend and I'm very excited about that!! We're going to have a great time!!
So I'm thinking that I have a very good chance at getting an internship for the summer!! And I can live with my sister, for free!! So I'll be able to save up some good money!! It just means I will be living in Florida for the summer, which is sad cause I'll be further away, but really exciting at the same time because if I can get this internship, it's a huge step toward my future. Yeah I'm freaking out about it, but I got to look at things seriously, I only have one year left. Then I'm on my own, I have to get a career... wow. Time really goes by fast. Plus an internship will look good on grad school applications. And I'll be close to Jake for another 3 months... which isn't the reason I'm doing it, but it's a bonus!!
But anyways... I don't really have much else to update! My life isn't full of excitement... but it's a good life, I think so at least, and that's all that matters!!
wow the wind is whipping around the trees outside!! It's crazy out there!!! AHHHHHHH!!!! Why is it winter in October????