This will be a silly entry to most
Just because you can't see the sun doesnt mean it's not shining
For most people it takes something serious for them to have a reality check. Well tonight that sure did happen to me. I spent the whole wonderful day with very favorable people, mike and rachel. I got home around nineish my dad was like no computer of phone..wierd i got mad then he was like your mom had to be taken to the hospital (theres the serious thing, for all you slow folk) well my moms usually a healthy person, so it worried me. i guess she hadtrouble breathing/diziness/tight chest. So that worries me, shes staying over night. hoping shes ok.
Well from all this i started thinking about all the things i take for granted.
- I take my family for granted way to much, they will always be there for me and I treat them like complete shit.
- I take friends for granted, this was proven about a month and a half ago when I had a fallout with a very close friend.
- I take my freedom for granted, this ties in with family, i get so much freedom to do what i want and i still treat them like shit.
- I dont think im taking my girlfriend (Rachel) for granted but i dont ever want to. She's amazing. I dont usually go into detail about her in my journal but she truely is wonderful. She is one of the very very few girlfriends ive been completely comfortable with. I dont mean to embarres her by all this haha, she just makes me very happy and if your already a friend you can tell just from seeing me when im with her.
Im sure there are many many other things that i take for granted that i shouldnt but there are the ones im going to work on at the moment, tis to bad it took something like this to make me face realization..but oh well.
Love
Greg
[post script- i miss summer i think blake said it best tomarowspast: just waking up knowing you were on summer vacation intoxicated still from the nigh before and not caring]