This was the last push. I really thought we were going to try to make this work. It just won't. It can't happen. That was the last night you do that shit. We both deserve more. Peace out.
In terms that would be easier for you to understand., shut the fuck up about our relationship. You dont know what your talking about. :) :) :)
At first I was not going to dignify this with a response, but don't you dare try to disentangle things for me, I can understand words for what they are way better than you could. I'm not fucking stupid by any means, and just because you feel like you have an upper hand-doesn't always mean that you actually have it.
Of course my opinion is biased, it's an opinion check your ego at the door and realize that you could actually be making mistakes in life. (gasp) there's a thought, you could actually be wrong about something....
I don't entirely hate you; I just can't respect you anymore. I'm not really sure why either, but I refuse to pretend like I still have respect, at the very least you deserve honesty.
I also really don't think that you have any right to tell me that I don't know what a "real relationship" is, because I do; you don't have to be with someone for more than 8 months to understand how people should be treated in relationships.
It's common sense to see when something isn't healthy or good for a person, and if you are too afraid to let go to see that...well I'm sorry. It would be hard, but I honestly think it would be better for both of you, I'm saying this because I don't hold back, and as a human being I care. (?)
"I'm sorry" that I actually care about what would make Alicia happier or more able to get ahead, because that's a terrible thing to do for one of my best friends in life. Really, it's just so awful to show concern for someone who has been in your life for a decade, please allow me to not care about her well-being as a person. Because, that would make sense right?
I don't mean to light fires, I truly don't, this is Alicia's journal as she was expressing an unhappiness that I am quite aware of, and being a reader of her journal, I expressed an appropriate level of concern for her.
How that should be criticized is what I don't entirely understand, if you are doing nothing wrong, why get upset? I don't judge you as a whole, however; your actions and words are what I typically disagree with--in turn there is judgement.
My comment didn't even mention your name, and it was obvious who I was speaking of, but at least I wasn't all: "AUUUGHG TOnY MUtS DIEEE!!!!11!11one.
Everythings so dull now, it's become more of an issue what one is used to and comfortable with regardless of how much it really doesn't bring happiness.
I can see that, and sometimes I wonder if you just refuse to acknowledge that concept.
What really did set me off, was as I checked Alicia's journal I noticed an extra comment on this, so I became curious. This time I actually payed more attention to your comment, and what I read/saw was you trying to disentangle something that was already quite simple. I'm sure that's your sly/non-chalant way of being rude or mean, but next time, just come out with it, don't be coward and sugar-coat things, I know I'm a bitch, and I can be a lively cunt at times, but I am well aware of that after 22 years. I can take someone being a dick to me, because I already know I can win with more than four letter words. I can see into things more than you realize, and can sense more about a person than you would want me to sense.
Lastly, I don't know how our realtionship will be in the future, we started of as friends, and now I'd rather not hang out with you at the moment, but don't you ever fucking talk to me like I'm an idiot If you want to set me off, go ahead, because that would be the way to do it, however; I really don't recommend that because face to face, I'm liable to deck you with a good right hook. And as violent as I could be, I don't really want to do that to anybody on this planet.
This is Alicia's journal after all, and it's not fair to her space for us to carry on with this it's selfish on both our sides...
At first I was not going to dignify this with a response, but don't you dare try to disentangle things for me, I can understand words for what they are way better than you could. I'm not fucking stupid by any means, and just because you feel like you have an upper hand-doesn't always mean that you actually have it.
Of course my opinion is biased, it's an opinion check your ego at the door and realize that you could actually be making mistakes in life. (gasp) there's a thought, you could actually be wrong about something....
I don't entirely hate you; I just can't respect you anymore. I'm not really sure why either, but I refuse to pretend like I still have respect, at the very least you deserve honesty.
I also really don't think that you have any right to tell me that I don't know what a "real relationship" is, because I do; you don't have to be with someone for more than 8 months to understand how people should be treated in relationships.
It's common sense to see when something isn't healthy or good for a person, and if you are too afraid to let go to see that...well I'm sorry. It would be hard, but I honestly think it would be better for both of you, I'm saying this because I don't hold back, and as a human being I care. (?)
"I'm sorry" that I actually care about what would make Alicia happier or more able to get ahead, because that's a terrible thing to do for one of my best friends in life. Really, it's just so awful to show concern for someone who has been in your life for a decade, please allow me to not care about her well-being as a person. Because, that would make sense right?
I don't mean to light fires, I truly don't, this is Alicia's journal as she was expressing an unhappiness that I am quite aware of, and being a reader of her journal, I expressed an appropriate level of concern for her.
How that should be criticized is what I don't entirely understand, if you are doing nothing wrong, why get upset? I don't judge you as a whole, however; your actions and words are what I typically disagree with--in turn there is judgement.
My comment didn't even mention your name, and it was obvious who I was speaking of, but at least I wasn't all: "AUUUGHG TOnY MUtS DIEEE!!!!11!11one.
Everythings so dull now, it's become more of an issue what one is used to and comfortable with regardless of how much it really doesn't bring happiness.
I can see that, and sometimes I wonder if you just refuse to acknowledge that concept.
What really did set me off, was as I checked Alicia's journal I noticed an extra comment on this, so I became curious. This time I actually payed more attention to your comment, and what I read/saw was you trying to disentangle something that was already quite simple. I'm sure that's your sly/non-chalant way of being rude or mean, but next time, just come out with it, don't be coward and sugar-coat things, I know I'm a bitch, and I can be a lively cunt at times, but I am well aware of that after 22 years.
I can take someone being a dick to me, because I already know I can win with more than four letter words. I can see into things more than you realize, and can sense more about a person than you would want me to sense.
Lastly, I don't know how our realtionship will be in the future, we started of as friends, and now I'd rather not hang out with you at the moment, but don't you ever fucking talk to me like I'm an idiot If you want to set me off, go ahead, because that would be the way to do it, however; I really don't recommend that because face to face, I'm liable to deck you with a good right hook. And as violent as I could be, I don't really want to do that to anybody on this planet.
This is Alicia's journal after all, and it's not fair to her space for us to carry on with this it's selfish on both our sides...
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xoxo,
-Tony
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