Feb 15, 2006 00:08
Holidays are fucking pointless.
I started to make something to eat ya know...because I haven't eatten a damn thing all day..but there is no way to wash the pans...no dish soap. God, I really don't like staying here but my options are very limited right now.
Man, It all hit me so hard. I couldn't see myself ever wanting anyone else. I couldn't wait to touch him, kiss him, hold him. Hah everything that makes me happy is bound to fall apart.
I came home and fell to the bed.. what a shitty day, what a shitty job..I feel like shit..I'm starved..all he can say is "what am i supposed to do about it?"
Crying like a fucking baby. I knew it would go right back to the way it was.