do u smell that...? i think its freedom
Its so close...so very close, after the whole break in thing(god) i packed up and am currently staying with my mother...my insane mother, who juges everyone and everything and has to know everyones business, cause she isnt happy with her own life, and i dont ever want to get started on what shes doing to my sister... anywho, so i decided i'm moveing, where? done know, out of here is for sure, first i though volenteer work, cool not the peace core or green peace, cause they are gov't affaliated, and sry but, this place suck. since china is gona own us in a yr. anywho, so i found this awesome web site www.excapeartist.com GO THERE NOW!! its a great web site with the truth and places that americans are going to get away from here, but i need money to do all of that, so i'm saving and then i'm gona just drive and where i end up, i dontknow...prob. get a job working at ahotel on the beach that will include living hopefully up in like mane, or nantucket, and if in a week i do more research and i find out that i can do more in cali. or seatle and then jump up to vancuver then that will be that plan, but the best part is i donthave a plan, cause i dont need one....and yea, i'll come back, or not, but school will be in my futture but school will always bee there, my sanity is slowly drifting away, and i feel i'm loosing something...me...i live day to day to go to work and come home...cause i have no time...and its killing me, i want to jummp into life, love, teach, grow and learn. and being here for 15 yrs has brough me nothing but good friends, and now its time to pick up and experience it somewhere else, and when the time to come back arises, it will rise high.