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Felt I needed to write. Kinda just freaked out about everything. My Life to say the least. I hate everything about myself. I am really having a hard time dealing with what I look like these days. My weight is out of control and feel hopeless. I miss my dad more and more lately. Just feel so horrible about who I am and what I have become. Like seriously why was I chosen to live this life. I am so jealous of so many people. I mean not just because of what they look like but of what their life is like or what they have that I don't. GOD I just want to scream at the top of my longs and I don't even know. THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! Life sucks...Life is a bitch and sometimes you can't just deal.