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The new year has come and the celebrations have ceased. New beginnings and old habits dropped. As i look back on the year that has past i think....wow, this was pretty fucked up. A could go through a laundry list of emotions, adventures, ups and downs that i have experienced over the last year. No matter what happened i kept going, not because i'm brave or strong but because i was scared. Scared to give up. What would i have missed? Would i have been better off or better off dead? I don't want to find out. To those that have wondered what the answer to the question i've been pondering this past year, the answer is yes. I have wings. Everyone does. My only advice is that you use them. I can assure you they are stronger than insecurity fear and depression. Don't worry about the ground below you, just dream about the sky above. I know this now. With that i don't have much left to talk about so i will gracefully bow out. This will be my last entry. Thank you to anyone that has read it and given it more than a second thought. This is me like it or not. Now i will venture to something new. I hope you've enjoyed your stay. And if i don't see you.... good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight.