give it some time
i hate that i can never have what i want.it all goes back to the what ifs in life.or maybe all the almost chances i've had put in front of me.i've said it so many times but it is odd how conent i am with my own self destruction.i will burn every bridge before i feel let down.i've gotten so used to failure and let downs that it's become natural to happen.i know all relationships are two ways and my side may be the weaker of the two in some cases,but in other cases it's not.i suppose i've failed alot of people as a friend in the past year,but friends are about give and take.sometimes we can only take so much without any give.
I could say that the friends i have right now are the best friends in the whole world, but i'd be lying.to be honest the friends i have with me right now,who allow me to listen,talk,and hang out,are the friends that are right for me right now.
There few people that i still wish i had some sort of relationship with but it's all in the past now.every misunderstanding,fight,loss of trust,or even just distance between us happened for a reason.whether it was mine or theirs.
distance is my only solution right now.i have nothing more to give.
I could say that the friends i have right now are the best friends in the whole world, but i'd be lying.to be honest the friends i have with me right now,who allow me to listen,talk,and hang out,are the friends that are right for me right now.
There few people that i still wish i had some sort of relationship with but it's all in the past now.every misunderstanding,fight,loss of trust,or even just distance between us happened for a reason.whether it was mine or theirs.
distance is my only solution right now.i have nothing more to give.