damn its been a while
well hello everyone i finally got a chance to update this thing. my life has been a living hell lately but its starting to look up now. i won't go into details but i'll just say that my life has sucked pretty bad for the past few weeks. but like i said its getting better now. i miss all of my friends and i wish i could see ya'll right now you all know who you are jessica, lara, and the rest of shadows within. dwayne has been there for me a lot and i wish i could show him how grateful i am for all of his and crista's help!!! thank you guys. i started a new job this week i work at reynolds container corp. in collinsville. i work second shift which kinda sucks but the job is pretty easy. all i do is sit on a bucket for 10 hours and count boxes and believe it or not it is pretty tireing. i miss jessica i haven't seen her in what seems like forever. i wish i knew weather or not i was gonna be able to see her next weekend i hope so. but i've spent enough time yappin' about that so now to my next topic......."steve" steve and i kinda got along alright i mean he could be an asshole at times but when the shit went down with the band he really showed his true colors so i'm an embarassing motherfucker huh? what about you? always late for practice, asking me for my little brothers aderall, i never did anything to you man so why all this hatered toward me? yeah its true i did want you out of the band but not because i didn't like you or b/c i wanted to play guitar even it was b/c you are un-reliable. we couldn't count on you to be at practice on time or even show up sometimes. i know you have a lot of shit going on in your life right now but don't take that shit out on me. anyway i don't want to WASTE anymore of anyones time talking about that. i just wanted to let everyone know that i'm still alive.