what else should i write? i dont have the right...
i think i'm dumb, maybe just happy...
okay so i feel better.
maybe it's because of this little thing called a 4 day weekend.
maybe thats why i'm not sitting in mrs mac's right now.
we all need a break to keep from going insane.
to explain my irrational behavior.
i'm a loser.
i have deep issues within myself.
my greatest fear is never getting out of allen county and ending up like my parents.
i put others above myself.
i can fantasize life, but not vision reality.
i thought i liked a guy,
but realized, like all others,
my chances were slim.
instead of facing facts and moving on,
i crashed. again.
and slipped further into darkness.
but i'm tired putting myself through agony,
trying to please others, but not myself.
constantly condemning my own mind.
and being haunted by the future.
okay, so now that is all out, i feel lots better,
and i just hope i wont go through this again.
but as everyone knows, you cant avoid the inevitable.
as if for the first time... hello everyone!
okay so i feel better.
maybe it's because of this little thing called a 4 day weekend.
maybe thats why i'm not sitting in mrs mac's right now.
we all need a break to keep from going insane.
to explain my irrational behavior.
i'm a loser.
i have deep issues within myself.
my greatest fear is never getting out of allen county and ending up like my parents.
i put others above myself.
i can fantasize life, but not vision reality.
i thought i liked a guy,
but realized, like all others,
my chances were slim.
instead of facing facts and moving on,
i crashed. again.
and slipped further into darkness.
but i'm tired putting myself through agony,
trying to please others, but not myself.
constantly condemning my own mind.
and being haunted by the future.
okay, so now that is all out, i feel lots better,
and i just hope i wont go through this again.
but as everyone knows, you cant avoid the inevitable.
as if for the first time... hello everyone!