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2008:
a time to be....
-french-focused (ticket to spend time with elizabeth in paris, perhaps others in other locations, this summer)
-organized !! feng shui my life.
-non-consumer $$$$$$$
- physically and mentally fit
xxx- the best person that i am capable of being, in all respects.
while making the last and Overall Resolution of the Year Two Thousand and Eight, (see little "x"s), the person sitting to my left said that it was awfully broad. if applied throughout, though, i think it can be quite potent.
bought a scarf because it reminded me of my dog's eyes. his eyes are brown and black. my brother's eyes are evergreen, with a black-eyed susan center, a sun around his pupil. perhaps shall gain respect for my brother again once he finishes writing an opera or successfully turns his band into an international craze. for now i'd rather he be a teenage boy somewhere else.
since i have just posted my new years resolutions, i only have a second to 'gab' (who invented this word for "talk"?) about recent purchases: leaf-covered pants, a purse to store all necessary and unnecessary things (wallet vs. make up bag), a zebra skirt, tye-dye leggings, jeans which i desperately needed because the ones i've been wearing are baggy to the extent that my ass is m.i.a., floral capris which i hesitated on but their muted colors justify the print, 'hamlet' shorts because this is the only shakespeare play that i've ever really enjoyed and because i don't own or wear shorts except gym shorts or cut-offs, an allover-print 'surfer' thermal shirt because i liked the combination 'surfer' and 'thermal', green pants because of their color and fit, and a belt that is black and brown and painted and has blue stitching. thus, i have completed all necessary shopping for 2008 and can move on to thinking about other things.
in college i'm going to take advantage of a gym membership, and take further advantage of the bike i salvaged this summer. happy days ahead.
things on mind lately: public transport, segway transporters, the mexican revolution, bagua, the sky, getting rid of things.
moving in march. i've claimed room with green wall that mum and i painted this summer. this shade of green was "recycled glass bottle green". the shade of green we painted the 'front' (actually the 'middle' door, when looking at blueprints of space) was something like "spring moss", and the green of the wall-like thing in front of the kitchen area is "lime" or "zesty" or otherwise festive, light green.
swished white tea around mouth today and discovered that i like light teas.
how aware can you be?
had this thought whilst zooming down some side of greek peak.
i could be aware of the chemical bonds, et cetera, that made up the snow and trees and other humans and jacket around me; could be meditating on their relationship to the world at large; could be thinking of the history of the mountain, and the thoughts that others have had that have zoomed down the trail that i was on; could be thinking about all skiers or boarders or otherwise zoomers-down-mountains throughout the world, and how different and alike our experiences are; thinking about the layers of earth under my feet, how they got there, why, etc.; or i could choose to be in the moment: bump there. turn this way. person to your left. get to that point. ice. on your toes. mind the pole.
halls is doing a crummy job of defending my immune system with assorted citrus flavors.
dreams have become increasingly vivid, i wish i could tape them and make my own miniseries on some sort of website that isn't youtube and on a device that isn't a television.
my big brother is in kentucky visiting a friend he went to school with in brisbane. i remember meeting his friend's girlfriend and she held my hand and we stumbled upon a nude beach. shane and rachel, maybe they liked each other because of those soft-sounding names.
i try to implement "one" like the french have "on", but usually people don't understand it or think it sounds unfriendly. but i don't want to use "we" all the time, because it's silly to keep repeating the french for "yes".
so, i waited a while for hunter to call me ( a while being a little over a month ) and eventually sort of lost it and when he returned my calls after staying up til four a.m. considering what to say, it was to tell me that he isn't ready for a serious relationship (who said i was?) but still likes me (he has no reason not to like me) and wants to hang out in the future (as in, when? he didn't specify.) . so, i yelled "just because we aren't getting married doesn't mean that you can throw me out the window for two months". we are fine, though, i miss him and don't care what his deal is. it's absurd to be thinking about someone who lives maybe ten miles away and whose problems are completely fabricated!
this is why i hate being a human: would a koala make up excuses not to have coffee with someone they quite obviously like? maybe not the best example, because they sleep 23 hours a day. but maybe that's the statistic for sloths. anyhow.
i received an owl pin for christmas because lately i've declared them my favorite animal, because they're extremely cool-looking, but in the same package i also received the ugliest sweater i have ever seen. it's about time i got an ugly sweater for christmas.
my hands are extremely cold and should be put to more useful tasks before they fall off completely.
til another sunny afternoon while i am staying home from school for the second day in a row because i prefer the company of silence and household objects to confused and poorly clothed teenagers,
k.i.c.
a time to be....
-french-focused (ticket to spend time with elizabeth in paris, perhaps others in other locations, this summer)
-organized !! feng shui my life.
-non-consumer $$$$$$$
- physically and mentally fit
xxx- the best person that i am capable of being, in all respects.
while making the last and Overall Resolution of the Year Two Thousand and Eight, (see little "x"s), the person sitting to my left said that it was awfully broad. if applied throughout, though, i think it can be quite potent.
bought a scarf because it reminded me of my dog's eyes. his eyes are brown and black. my brother's eyes are evergreen, with a black-eyed susan center, a sun around his pupil. perhaps shall gain respect for my brother again once he finishes writing an opera or successfully turns his band into an international craze. for now i'd rather he be a teenage boy somewhere else.
since i have just posted my new years resolutions, i only have a second to 'gab' (who invented this word for "talk"?) about recent purchases: leaf-covered pants, a purse to store all necessary and unnecessary things (wallet vs. make up bag), a zebra skirt, tye-dye leggings, jeans which i desperately needed because the ones i've been wearing are baggy to the extent that my ass is m.i.a., floral capris which i hesitated on but their muted colors justify the print, 'hamlet' shorts because this is the only shakespeare play that i've ever really enjoyed and because i don't own or wear shorts except gym shorts or cut-offs, an allover-print 'surfer' thermal shirt because i liked the combination 'surfer' and 'thermal', green pants because of their color and fit, and a belt that is black and brown and painted and has blue stitching. thus, i have completed all necessary shopping for 2008 and can move on to thinking about other things.
in college i'm going to take advantage of a gym membership, and take further advantage of the bike i salvaged this summer. happy days ahead.
things on mind lately: public transport, segway transporters, the mexican revolution, bagua, the sky, getting rid of things.
moving in march. i've claimed room with green wall that mum and i painted this summer. this shade of green was "recycled glass bottle green". the shade of green we painted the 'front' (actually the 'middle' door, when looking at blueprints of space) was something like "spring moss", and the green of the wall-like thing in front of the kitchen area is "lime" or "zesty" or otherwise festive, light green.
swished white tea around mouth today and discovered that i like light teas.
how aware can you be?
had this thought whilst zooming down some side of greek peak.
i could be aware of the chemical bonds, et cetera, that made up the snow and trees and other humans and jacket around me; could be meditating on their relationship to the world at large; could be thinking of the history of the mountain, and the thoughts that others have had that have zoomed down the trail that i was on; could be thinking about all skiers or boarders or otherwise zoomers-down-mountains throughout the world, and how different and alike our experiences are; thinking about the layers of earth under my feet, how they got there, why, etc.; or i could choose to be in the moment: bump there. turn this way. person to your left. get to that point. ice. on your toes. mind the pole.
halls is doing a crummy job of defending my immune system with assorted citrus flavors.
dreams have become increasingly vivid, i wish i could tape them and make my own miniseries on some sort of website that isn't youtube and on a device that isn't a television.
my big brother is in kentucky visiting a friend he went to school with in brisbane. i remember meeting his friend's girlfriend and she held my hand and we stumbled upon a nude beach. shane and rachel, maybe they liked each other because of those soft-sounding names.
i try to implement "one" like the french have "on", but usually people don't understand it or think it sounds unfriendly. but i don't want to use "we" all the time, because it's silly to keep repeating the french for "yes".
so, i waited a while for hunter to call me ( a while being a little over a month ) and eventually sort of lost it and when he returned my calls after staying up til four a.m. considering what to say, it was to tell me that he isn't ready for a serious relationship (who said i was?) but still likes me (he has no reason not to like me) and wants to hang out in the future (as in, when? he didn't specify.) . so, i yelled "just because we aren't getting married doesn't mean that you can throw me out the window for two months". we are fine, though, i miss him and don't care what his deal is. it's absurd to be thinking about someone who lives maybe ten miles away and whose problems are completely fabricated!
this is why i hate being a human: would a koala make up excuses not to have coffee with someone they quite obviously like? maybe not the best example, because they sleep 23 hours a day. but maybe that's the statistic for sloths. anyhow.
i received an owl pin for christmas because lately i've declared them my favorite animal, because they're extremely cool-looking, but in the same package i also received the ugliest sweater i have ever seen. it's about time i got an ugly sweater for christmas.
my hands are extremely cold and should be put to more useful tasks before they fall off completely.
til another sunny afternoon while i am staying home from school for the second day in a row because i prefer the company of silence and household objects to confused and poorly clothed teenagers,
k.i.c.