Today
Today was expected to be awesome. As things go with me, it started kinda sucky. Mr. Leyden must be having a hard time with his wife's pregnancy/hormones 'cuz he was acting as if he was PMSing. Anyway, I didn't get to get out of class early. I kinda didn't want to anyway, we had a worksheet with the textbook. We don't get to take the history textbooks home, so I wanted to finish that worksheet. Motivated for once in that class. Anyway, the assembly was a whore fest but recognizing people is always fun. I like cheering for kids I know. Go David Haley, Michael Ecker, Satheara, and many other kids I know!! Math, I was unmotivated but it was okay. Phil felt sorry for me I think and let me wear his beenie. I officially want one just like his. Probably in a different color so I don't feel too much of a loser to match him a bit, and so I don't feel like that much of a copy cat. I did pretty well on the quiz we took today. Not as well on the one we did last time and got back today. I need to work on getting more A's, my borderline 90.4 is probably way down. -sigh- The A will help some, but very little. I hate how you can lower your grade so much so easily, but it takes so much to raise your grade. Meh, hopefully, I do well on the final. French was well, entertaining. I was in a singing mood. Feeling a bit crappy, I didn't eat again. Other things happened as well, little stressers. Well, things didn't get better or worse. They kinda stayed at a "meh" level. I BSed my 11.3 review, turned it in incomplete, I should get at least a 7/10 on that. I turned in stuff, I didn't talk to Brownell, I didn't participate in choir today. I feel guilty 'cuz I wanted to, but I still feel a bit of aftermath. I guess I still feel a bit labeled as a failure in that class. Meh. Evan is being a buttface to Kelly and I feel really bad 'cuz I know exactly what she's thinking and feeling like. It's not fun. Trust me. Oh well. I went home, didn't eat, dressed up a bit, practiced a bit, and went into the car. My mom tried to rush me. I was annoyed with that part. Anyway, we picked up Angela and went to Mrs. Musolf's house way early. That's A-okay though 'cuz I got practice time. Evan and Megan got there on time, I was so happy. I was worried a bit that Mrs. Musolf would start early. Anyway, Jessie was late so the crab puffs were cold because of the little time to heat them. Sad. I love those things toasty. Anyway, I liked my performance. Was it perfect? No. I'm still more than satisfied, in fact, I'm proud. I did the best I could with my waaaayyyy too fast of a start. Curse nerves. I was a bit nervous, my whole body felt loose and shaky. So what do I do? Play it slower? Oh no, I play it way to fast. Oh well, I did really well considering that fact. I'm happy with the performance. I'm a little worried that Evan was bored to death. I dunno, he had that look on his face like he was lost. I can't blame him. I couldn't see Megan's face too well, (damn not bringing my glasses as planned. oh well) so I dunno what her facial expression looked like. I'm sure she enjoyed herself a bit at least. She loves music so much. I'm sure sa visage was as pleasant as sa figure. I had fun today. We went home, my mom ordered takeout at 2 and microwaved everything. I am so glad Evan and Megan missed dinner. My dad had a hissy fit because of that. Though personally, I doubt he would have had that much of a hissy fit if they were there, but you never know for sure. Anyway, while he was acting like a 12 year-old girl PMSing, he ruined the dinner mood for my sister and I, as well as for my mother. My stomach wasn't ready for restaurtant Chinese food. It tasted so fatty and since I haven't been eating well, it made me feel a little sick. I'm craving for something tomato, I don't think I'm getting enough vitamins. Chinese takeout doesn't help much. I watched Ocean's Eleven to redeem my mood, it worked. I hope Ocean's Twelve is really good. I can't wait to see it.