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wow, to be 16 and dumb again...reading my old journal, my original one, really has made me feel...sick i guess is the word. live and learn i guess, right? reading all those old entries about Brian made me laugh though. if there is one thing i have realized, it's that i never loved him. i was infatuated and that's about it. i didn't like everything about him, as a matter of fact, i really didn't like him very much at all. i mean, i thought he was decent looking and sometimes funny, but really when i think back on it, i really didn't like him. i think i liked the idea of having a boyfriend more than i liked my actual boyfriend. In comparison to my relationship right now, that whole time was a joke. seriously it really makes me laugh. well, i am glad that i now know what love really is. love is totally and completely loving someone, not liking only certain things. even the habits that you say you hate, you really love.
"i love you because everytime i see you my heart skips a beat."
"i love you because everytime i see you my heart skips a beat."