time.
Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
You fritter and waste the hours in an off hand way
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way
Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun
And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but its sinking
And racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in the relative way, but you're older
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death
Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the english way
The time is gone, the song is over, thought I'd something more to say
Home, home again
I like to be here when I can
And when I come home cold and tired
Its good to warm my bones beside the fire
Far away across the field
The tolling of the iron bell
Calls the faithful to their knees
To hear the softly spoken magic spells.
I just love it. Really, how can you not love Pink Floyd?
Today was such a great day and I feel amazing. I talked to Julie on the phone for almost 2 hours, and it felt good to talk, actually I really had to get a lot off of my chest and tell her. Then Mom came home and we went out to lunch. Things with her have gotten a lot better recently and I don't really know how because one day she won't buy me dinner and ignore me, then the next we are talking and going out to lunch with her paying. So I don't know what happened, but I love being able to talk to her and not having her ignore me anymore. Well after lunch we went with Caryn to her ultrasound. We didn't find out the sex but the due date is December 15. It was pretty amazing to see the baby because I had never seen an ultrasound before and it was just cool to see. YOu could see the had and the arms and hands and it moved around a lot while we were looking so I thought that was neat to see it actually moving.
After that we came home for a bit, then went up to the car show up the street. That was pretty fun because Uncle Jerry was telling me a lot about the cars and dad was talking about all the cars he used to have. My dad had like a million cars when he was younger and he used to race...somehow I just can't picture that. I loved talking to my dad and Uncle Jerry about the cars though, I don't know it just felt good to have them want to share something like that with me.
After the show, we came home and my dad was still talking about his cars, then somehow we got to talking about me again and my "bad" decisions. He told me that I have to do what I feel is right in my heart and I said I don't feel bad about anything I have done. I knew he was talking about church, but once again, it's not a bad decision. We go to talking about a few other things too and it was really great to just be able to talk to my dad like that. I'm so happy right now.
Well tomorrow I have to watch Zack, take him to the doctor, and then take him to Aunt Pam's and then go to work. I'm not looking forward to work, especially since tomorrow is Shaun and I's 8 month and I would rather spend the day with him, but what are you gonna do, right? Hopefully, (I pray and pray)Shaun will get his car tomorrow and get all that business taken care of. I just hope that he gets it all done and doesn't sleep all day and run out of time to do everything. It would just be the greatest gift I could get right now, is to have him drive out here instead of me picking him up. So I really hope and pray that it all works out tomorrow.
Nevertheless, I am happy. I guess that is all that matters right now.
♥
You fritter and waste the hours in an off hand way
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way
Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun
And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but its sinking
And racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in the relative way, but you're older
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death
Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the english way
The time is gone, the song is over, thought I'd something more to say
Home, home again
I like to be here when I can
And when I come home cold and tired
Its good to warm my bones beside the fire
Far away across the field
The tolling of the iron bell
Calls the faithful to their knees
To hear the softly spoken magic spells.
I just love it. Really, how can you not love Pink Floyd?
Today was such a great day and I feel amazing. I talked to Julie on the phone for almost 2 hours, and it felt good to talk, actually I really had to get a lot off of my chest and tell her. Then Mom came home and we went out to lunch. Things with her have gotten a lot better recently and I don't really know how because one day she won't buy me dinner and ignore me, then the next we are talking and going out to lunch with her paying. So I don't know what happened, but I love being able to talk to her and not having her ignore me anymore. Well after lunch we went with Caryn to her ultrasound. We didn't find out the sex but the due date is December 15. It was pretty amazing to see the baby because I had never seen an ultrasound before and it was just cool to see. YOu could see the had and the arms and hands and it moved around a lot while we were looking so I thought that was neat to see it actually moving.
After that we came home for a bit, then went up to the car show up the street. That was pretty fun because Uncle Jerry was telling me a lot about the cars and dad was talking about all the cars he used to have. My dad had like a million cars when he was younger and he used to race...somehow I just can't picture that. I loved talking to my dad and Uncle Jerry about the cars though, I don't know it just felt good to have them want to share something like that with me.
After the show, we came home and my dad was still talking about his cars, then somehow we got to talking about me again and my "bad" decisions. He told me that I have to do what I feel is right in my heart and I said I don't feel bad about anything I have done. I knew he was talking about church, but once again, it's not a bad decision. We go to talking about a few other things too and it was really great to just be able to talk to my dad like that. I'm so happy right now.
Well tomorrow I have to watch Zack, take him to the doctor, and then take him to Aunt Pam's and then go to work. I'm not looking forward to work, especially since tomorrow is Shaun and I's 8 month and I would rather spend the day with him, but what are you gonna do, right? Hopefully, (I pray and pray)Shaun will get his car tomorrow and get all that business taken care of. I just hope that he gets it all done and doesn't sleep all day and run out of time to do everything. It would just be the greatest gift I could get right now, is to have him drive out here instead of me picking him up. So I really hope and pray that it all works out tomorrow.
Nevertheless, I am happy. I guess that is all that matters right now.
♥