i'm just too far from where you are...
so let's see how my life has been lately.
quit the Jack. The best thing I've done with that job in three years. I felt so relieved to not have to work. And I'm just so glad to not be there anymore.
That same weekend, Shaun had to leave me to live with his sister in Belleville because he doesn't have a car to get to his job. His brother in law got him a job working with him at Western Waterproofing. Some construction company, don't really know much. I missed Shaun sooo much for a whole week when he was gone. Then I picked him up on Friday, which was like, a major sin according to my father because it's so far away. I honestly don't see what they have against him. He makes me happy and I love him and he loves me. What's the problem? They need to just get the idea that I am growing up and changing through their heads. We had a great weekend, I loved going downtown with everyone, it was nice to actually go out on a weekend instead of working the entire day..On Sunday I went to church and had quite a revelation. I'll be going to Shaun's church from now on, no more catholic bull for me. Another thing to get the parents angry, but it's my decision..Nothing needs to be said about that except that I finally feel that there is a God, and I have never felt better in my life.
Today I went to the Coffee Beanery about a job. She didn't ask much and I didn't ask much and she was just like ok let's fit you into the schedule. So I now have a job at the Coffee Beanery and I start tomorrow at 10. Then around 4:3 I went with Shaun's mom to visit him and go to Matthew's t-ball game. Let me tell you, those kids are major league compared to Zack and Brandon's team. They actually have real uniforms and don't run all over the place being all crazy. His family is crazy, just like mine, I love it. I love being with them, they are some of the few people I know that I can be around without feeling like I am being judged. It's a good feeling, I wish my parents could love Shaun the way they love me. We were even talking about marriage today. Shaun's mom said she would love if I was her daughter in law and Rachel said we were destined to get married. We all have something that not a lot of families can say they have, I feel connected and comfortable with all of them. I love them, I feel like they are already my family. And I love Shaun with all my heart and I do believe we will be together. You know how you sometimes just say that when you are in a relationship, but you know when it's real. God can let you know if it's real, and He has. We are going to make it. Call me crazy, whatever you want, but you wait until our wedding day. Because we will be together for the rest of our lives, I can promise that.
Wow, I feel so good. I'm a little nervous for tomorrow but I know that I will do fine. I miss Shaun already..but hopefully I will be seeing him on Wednesday. He is looking at cars tomorrow, so I pray that he finds one because I really don't like having him be so far away from me. So I hope and pray that he finds a car and we find an apartment for him. I just want him home.
♥
cheers
quit the Jack. The best thing I've done with that job in three years. I felt so relieved to not have to work. And I'm just so glad to not be there anymore.
That same weekend, Shaun had to leave me to live with his sister in Belleville because he doesn't have a car to get to his job. His brother in law got him a job working with him at Western Waterproofing. Some construction company, don't really know much. I missed Shaun sooo much for a whole week when he was gone. Then I picked him up on Friday, which was like, a major sin according to my father because it's so far away. I honestly don't see what they have against him. He makes me happy and I love him and he loves me. What's the problem? They need to just get the idea that I am growing up and changing through their heads. We had a great weekend, I loved going downtown with everyone, it was nice to actually go out on a weekend instead of working the entire day..On Sunday I went to church and had quite a revelation. I'll be going to Shaun's church from now on, no more catholic bull for me. Another thing to get the parents angry, but it's my decision..Nothing needs to be said about that except that I finally feel that there is a God, and I have never felt better in my life.
Today I went to the Coffee Beanery about a job. She didn't ask much and I didn't ask much and she was just like ok let's fit you into the schedule. So I now have a job at the Coffee Beanery and I start tomorrow at 10. Then around 4:3 I went with Shaun's mom to visit him and go to Matthew's t-ball game. Let me tell you, those kids are major league compared to Zack and Brandon's team. They actually have real uniforms and don't run all over the place being all crazy. His family is crazy, just like mine, I love it. I love being with them, they are some of the few people I know that I can be around without feeling like I am being judged. It's a good feeling, I wish my parents could love Shaun the way they love me. We were even talking about marriage today. Shaun's mom said she would love if I was her daughter in law and Rachel said we were destined to get married. We all have something that not a lot of families can say they have, I feel connected and comfortable with all of them. I love them, I feel like they are already my family. And I love Shaun with all my heart and I do believe we will be together. You know how you sometimes just say that when you are in a relationship, but you know when it's real. God can let you know if it's real, and He has. We are going to make it. Call me crazy, whatever you want, but you wait until our wedding day. Because we will be together for the rest of our lives, I can promise that.
Wow, I feel so good. I'm a little nervous for tomorrow but I know that I will do fine. I miss Shaun already..but hopefully I will be seeing him on Wednesday. He is looking at cars tomorrow, so I pray that he finds one because I really don't like having him be so far away from me. So I hope and pray that he finds a car and we find an apartment for him. I just want him home.
♥
cheers