melissas alarm is going off and has been for at least a half hour and i dont know how to turn it off
So, I know most of you are anti-valentines day and are bitter about it in general, but I have a boy I love who I spent the day before valentines with. For me, Valentines is an excuse to give things to my sweetie and shower him with love.
so here goes my valentines post, and for all you bitter kids, dont click for god's sake.....this may sicken you haha
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So honey it has been a year and almost eight months, and that may not seem like a long time but when im with you or even when im not, i just know this number is going to be infinite. I know I'm going to be with you for the rest of my life. I know it when i look into your eyes, when you say sweet things all the time, when you tell me you love me, when i wake up cuddled with you and see your adorable face.
i never thought i could end up with someone so perfect, but i did. you are sweet, adorable, extremely loving, quirky, cuddly, and everything. the little witty things you say, how you arent afraid to say that something like a bunny is cute, those little faces you make.....all make you into the boy i love with all my heart and soul. you are my one true love, and i dont know how i know, but i just do. i can feel it. we were made for each other, michael.
waking up in your arms is one of the most wonderful things i can imagine. i missed it so bad for this past month and a half that i havent been able to see you. it was driving me insane. when i woke up saturday morning, i saw your gorgeous face and i melted inside, and i just wanted to give you an enormous hug but i didnt want to wake you up :)
there are so many little things about you i love so much, like when we are going shopping or just wandering around shopping areas, like when we were in the pet store on saturday, you said "we will get a cute little girl kitty and a tough boy doggy" and "what bed would we get our kitty?" or things like "can we have this in our living room?"......god, it just makes even more certain the fact that we both know that we will spend the rest of our lives together. every time you say something like that it just makes me wanna squeeze you til you pop
your smile makes me melt like hot marshmallows. its so beautiful, i know i tell you this all the time, but you have the most perfect mouth. your teeth are beautiful, your lips are gorgeous....perfectly shaped. you have such wonderful green eyes and you are my little puppy and i love you so much, even though i saw you yesterday. i miss your voice and your hugs and your kisses already.
hopefully in the near future we will have an apartment of our own, where we can raise a little kitty and get her that pretty black collar with the sparkly crystals and give her a cute name. i want to be your girl forever, and i know i will be. there is no boy in the world for me other than you, i couldnt ask for anyone more perfect. i can't think of one thing wrong with you, besides the fact you are late a lot :P but that hardly matters. if i didnt have you, my life would be over, cuz i know for a fact that i would never find anyone that is so perfect
i love you. you let me be myself and not feel ashamed. i can act like a total retard but you dont care. i love that so much, im so glad i can be so comfortable with someone. you know me so well. there is so much more i want to say but i can't think of it all right now, besides, if i listed all the things i loved about you, this post would never end. baby you are my sweetheart. i love you more than all things in the world, solar system, galaxy, all the way to the universe.
will you be my valentine?
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anyway, mikes car is soooooo pretty i love it, everything about it. its just awesome, congrats baby :) i love you
on a negative note: CHOCOLATE! i love chocolate so much, but when you combine that with trying to lose weight that is BAD!!!!! man do i hate gaining weight. i will have to limit myself to one chocolate a day, and eat salads and Total as my meals, along with going to the gym every morning. man........valentines day is hard on your body haha......mike gave me an awesome box of chocolates from Sees and my parents sent me a box of friggen 24 chocolates. this is going to take a while man oh man.
well to all of you, pro- and anti-valentiners, believers and non-believers in love, i wish you a happy valentines day, and regulate your chocolate consumption :)
oh and heres a picture of the kitty mike gave me
