loss of words i guess.......wait maybe not
well, im not done with summer yet but it sure feels like it. i feel like im never going to see anyone again, but i dont leave for 2.5 more weeks. i still wanted to say some stuff though to a few people if you dont mind
alicia: thank you so much for being my friend through everything. we have never gotten in a fight and weve always had really good times. thank you for making life fun :) you are a great person to be with and i hope you have a great senior year. i love our caricature. youll find someone to replace me really easily :)
orin: besides that one fall-through, we've been awesome. you are so my brother i could swear it. i can talk about so much with you and no matter what it is we generally end up laughing it off. you are so cool. oh, and we are a super tag-team in DOA2
josh: you are probably one of the only one of the guys who didn't go against me, and i think that is really awesome. thank you for visiting me a lot when i was unwell, i really appreciated the company :)
alex: i'm really glad we became friends again, you have been so nice. haha keep eating bacon bits and such and also thank you for visiting me a lot :D
gordon: we didn't talk much, pretty much not at all, but at least we sort of settled things. and when we went to knotts, it made me happy that in the end you actually spoke real words to me, even if it just was that it looked like i had no hair in one picture and that other one alicia and i had a convincing make-out. i'm happy i'm leaving knowing you dont completely hate me
marissa: ah i'm really sad we didnt hang out a lot this summer, but im happy i saw you a few times. you've been my friend the longest out of anyone i still talk to a lot, and that is way cool. i hope school goes better for you and hopefully if you move out there things will get better :)
kat: !! im gonna miss our fun times :( and i want to see your car!!! come over sometime afterschool and show me. ill probably be home haha. i'm glad i met you last year in photo, and thanks for being there for me no matter whats been going on, besides, you're auntie....you've gotta be there haha
tyler: psh you wont miss me fool. oh yeah you can sleep in my room anytime if you want and borrow whatever clothes and crap i end up leaving at home. hope you enjoy the time you don't have a sister :) best of luck to you and nick and i hope that you guys stay together because its awesome. and its cool that you nick mike and i can all hang out and have a jolly time. we are the awesome4some (whatever-the-crap i just made up)
and last but definitely not least.......you guys don't need to read it if you don't want haha
mike.
oh my god you know how bad im going to miss you? i probably told you all this and stuff before but i still want to put it here. yes, i am extremely sad and im going to miss you more than anything. at least we are relatively close, and i may need to have my car. but every part of me belongs to you. even my toes. nobody is going to crack them (cept me :P ). it just hit me tonight so hard that im actually leaving you. man i just got so used to seeing you every day, and its all going to be taken away from me. its going to be the hardest few months of my life, but i know we will make it through alive. every moment more i miss you, every tear i shed for you will make us stronger, will be another thread to sewing our hearts together. we will stay together no matter how much we miss each other or how long we can't see each other for. i promise you. i will be yours forever, in spite of everything. we've been through a lot already this past year and almost three months, i know we can do this. i swear. you are my little booger forever and i love you so much. :)
so yeah once again i know i'm not leaving yet, but everyones starting school so i figured this is the time to put this up.
anyway on a lighter note, i think (i say i think because if i say i know for sure, ill probably end up being wrong, but most likely it is a "for sure") an interior designer who lives in irvine wants to hire me as her assistant!!! im so excited, it's going to be an experience of a lifetime. wow, and i wasnt planning on having a job either. so yeah its awesome, i didnt apply or anything, my uncle who lives up there just called and said that lady would hire me. i am going to learn so much next year.
thank you all for making high school memorable.
(i'll put up alicia and my caricature and the picture in another post.