your a whore for a smore

[acro_iris]

Its crazy how some things never change its funny how you tell yourself tht its gonnabe different this time around but it never is, I guess somethings you cant help, sometimes the things that you try so hard to make different are the this that make you who you are, Because I know that if I didnt have that "thing"in my life that I wouldnt be the same person that I am today, and I love it, even though I try and convince myself  I need to get rid of it, but I think Im fine with it, going with the flow is just something Im gonna have to work on. I dont wanna get into too much detail about the situation in which Im referring because I dont want the whole world knowing this time but Im cool with everything!

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much 
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel