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i wish i would have done things differently. but no matter how hard i wish, it won't come true. so i just have to accept everything for what it is.
why am i even more lazy now than i was in highschool? seriously, i don't do shit anymore. half the time i don't even go out to the bar cause i'm slightly terrified of getting a dui. when that thought crosses my mind, i start to think about the upcoming england trip and then i ask myself what's more important to me. going out to the bar for one night and spending too much money like i always do (regardless wether or not i have a good time) OR going to england.
england it is.
sometimes i think i'm too safe. i'm going to start to take more risks. because in 40 years when i look back at my life, i'm gonna be so dissapointed that i didn't do as much shit as i possibly could.
alright, tomorrow. i really have to clean my room and the computer room cause the mess of it all is slowly driving me insane. and with no tv shows to distract me, i SHOULD be able to do it. unless my lazy mind tells me to do otherwise...
i got a 2 dollar raise at abercrombie yesterday! i now make 13 dollars an hour. i'm pretty pumped about that. now my paychecks average about 800 dollars. extra spending money for england...and now disney world...
i saw smokin' aces last night. it was decent. good to watch, but on reflection...nowhere NEAR as good as the departed.
i'm working on this epic drawing. i say epic because it's six by 3 feet and all done in graphite pencils...i'm drawing on a plain, white sheet of paper and making it appear as though it's wrinkled. i'm a bit overwhelmed by it all at the moment though...
why am i even more lazy now than i was in highschool? seriously, i don't do shit anymore. half the time i don't even go out to the bar cause i'm slightly terrified of getting a dui. when that thought crosses my mind, i start to think about the upcoming england trip and then i ask myself what's more important to me. going out to the bar for one night and spending too much money like i always do (regardless wether or not i have a good time) OR going to england.
england it is.
sometimes i think i'm too safe. i'm going to start to take more risks. because in 40 years when i look back at my life, i'm gonna be so dissapointed that i didn't do as much shit as i possibly could.
alright, tomorrow. i really have to clean my room and the computer room cause the mess of it all is slowly driving me insane. and with no tv shows to distract me, i SHOULD be able to do it. unless my lazy mind tells me to do otherwise...
i got a 2 dollar raise at abercrombie yesterday! i now make 13 dollars an hour. i'm pretty pumped about that. now my paychecks average about 800 dollars. extra spending money for england...and now disney world...
i saw smokin' aces last night. it was decent. good to watch, but on reflection...nowhere NEAR as good as the departed.
i'm working on this epic drawing. i say epic because it's six by 3 feet and all done in graphite pencils...i'm drawing on a plain, white sheet of paper and making it appear as though it's wrinkled. i'm a bit overwhelmed by it all at the moment though...