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deleted thaaat. i dont know why. i wrote it and thats all i needed. but i feel a lot of guilt or i know i should feel bad for some things. but i dont. i dont want to hurt anyone. i just dont want to deal with thier drama. almost on instinct i think of dealing with certain situations by being kinda hurtful. but maybe ide feel better if i was nice? both ways would be honest.oh welly well.