options
Now, I am actually thinking about options. Options. DLSU. Ateneo. Boys. Girls. Med. Advertising. Money. Love. Family. Friends. Die. Stop. there are too many options, but I only have to make one decision. Out of the many many options, there will only be one lucky option. Lucky? I really don't know if it is. I guess, it would be lucky since it'll enjoy itself in inflicting burden on me. I think it's a part of life's cycle wherein I get hurt or any person does get hurt.
Everything has its fascinating sugar-coat that lures innocent people in. It's unfair that not a lot of people get to see the truth. It's unfair that not a lot of people do have the privilege to know everything. But I guess, there is a good side to it. Sometimes, the truth sucks. It does. I guess, I have dealt with so many pieces of the truth already. And, I think I am fed up.
I just want to let go. I just want to chill. I just want to be apathetic. I know that I am adding into the apathy population of the world. But what would I really get if I do care? So far, i only experience disappointment. I get upset because I find myself alone, caring. And, I care about that.
It's pretty selfish if i think about it. I become apathetic because I get upset when no one really cares if I do care.
Anyway, dont worry. I still care about a few things. I care about my future, my family and friends. I'll put up a fight for anything in that list.
Everything has its fascinating sugar-coat that lures innocent people in. It's unfair that not a lot of people get to see the truth. It's unfair that not a lot of people do have the privilege to know everything. But I guess, there is a good side to it. Sometimes, the truth sucks. It does. I guess, I have dealt with so many pieces of the truth already. And, I think I am fed up.
I just want to let go. I just want to chill. I just want to be apathetic. I know that I am adding into the apathy population of the world. But what would I really get if I do care? So far, i only experience disappointment. I get upset because I find myself alone, caring. And, I care about that.
It's pretty selfish if i think about it. I become apathetic because I get upset when no one really cares if I do care.
Anyway, dont worry. I still care about a few things. I care about my future, my family and friends. I'll put up a fight for anything in that list.