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Jun 03, 2006 14:34

live life without trying.

My great grandmother has been this really strong woman. She did and gave what she could. She never wanted to be a burden to anyone because she only wanted her loved ones to be happy.

I love my great grandma. Nanay, salamat po sa lahat.

I remember when I saw her as this stranger who would sleep inour house for some time. Then, as I grew older, I realized that this oldie ain't any stranger. She is my nanay. I have grown to love that old woman. Alalay dito. Alalay doon. Kahit inaantok na ako, aalalayan ko pa rin siya.

I remember when she would tease me with the tennis ball. She would bounce it as I chase it up and down - i was a kiddo. Oh well.

Those were funny times with my nanay.

HAHAH. Some were just terribly disturbing too. HAHA. I remember her say the "count to ten" word so much as I ate merienda at her house. It was DISTURBING! HAY NAKU! NANAY TALAGA. But I still love her. Love her so much.

I couldn't stop the tears from falling, even though I swore that I will never ever cry in anyone's funeral anymore. It is hard. It is hard to control memories ... o it's coming back to me...

Anyway, I feel so bad for my grandma now. She doesn't have anyone with her anymore. Her husband died almost more than 5 years ago. Her dad died a year ago. Now, her mom. I feel bad. But hey, we, her apo's, are still here to cheer her up. It may be hard at some times. But I promise to make sure that my granma's always happy everyday. :)

This past week was full of surprises. My lola's fast recovery. My lola's death.
(Stupid doctor that I wanna kill - just kidding). My brother doesn't have UTI, but high urea concentration. My mom has ulcer (daw). Isa's Birthday. Anna and Laurie staying with me at the wake til 10pm (Thanks GUY! I was surprised). Stupid Tapa King. Isa's DISCOVERY at Mallasia and today. My lola being the nicest person on earth. MWAHAHA! I love her.
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