Oct 06, 2005 22:07
Thanks for the lack of consideration. I appreciate it.
I'm feeling bi-polar lately. SOmetimes I'm on top of the world, sometimes I'm under it. It flips back and forth pretty quickly. Kind of like the incredible hulk....only I'm a little less incredible....and a little less hulk-like. I feel like I'm missing something...someone....I don't know.
I've hurt people. In the past, in the present, and most likely in the future. It always seems to be the people that I'm closest to. I apoligize. I wish I could figure things out without doing it. It's not fair to you. I'm sorry that I'm so selfish. But I promise you that I'm trying, though. Forgive me if I fail...again and again.
If you knew how I felt, this wouldn't be any clearer.