FUCK, I don't know, no thats a lie, yeah I do
So, I still need a job, because I need more money, and I may get my job back at the bird store, although I most likely will not go back. I'm hoping DJ's calls me, that would be better than cleaning up bird shit. I know what I want, I just don't know how the things I want can be attained exactly. I know I'll be ok in the end, its just getting to the end thats killing me. Have I mentioned I'm ready for the end of May to come? I saw "The Shining" last night and really did not pay one bit of attention throughout the entire movie, Monica and I talked the entire time and really pissed off everyone I'm sure. It was good though, we connected, we realized that we can be apart and still be together, and that we have other people that we need to spend time with and what not, overall it's all good and I love her so much and feel like I have known her forever. Anyway, I'm watching The Notebook with her and Mary Clair, I've got lots of thoughts so I'll update later.