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Ugh. This cold is kicking my ass, hardcore. Actually it feels 100 times worse than a cold. I could be dying.. and no one knows.. not even me. That'd be sweet.
Rissa might be coming over tonight. I really don't know why she wants to. I won't be much fun. I'll probably just sleep the whole time. I think I need a shot.. or a few or Bacardi 151, to clear me up a bit. Lol.
I am trying to stop smoking (cigarettes and weed) until I'm all better. Because I can't even breathe right now. So, smoking really doesn't help it.
I don't think my lollipop is coming over tonight. Which makes me really sad, because I miss him. I haven't seen him in a long time. I haven't seen anyone in a long time. Ugh. Ohio is starting to anger me.
My brother's birthday is Sunday though. And we're partying hard. So, I either better be all better by then, or I don't give a shit I'll just kill myself a little more. :]
Ugh. Who else finds Valentine's day to be oh so pointless? Maybe I wouldn't find it so retarded if I had a significant other though. But see, I don't have one of those. So I find it fucking pointless. I think I'll just get fuckin' wasted on that day too. Fucking alcoholic. Drug addict. Piece of shit.
Much love kiddos. <3
.lolli//
Rissa might be coming over tonight. I really don't know why she wants to. I won't be much fun. I'll probably just sleep the whole time. I think I need a shot.. or a few or Bacardi 151, to clear me up a bit. Lol.
I am trying to stop smoking (cigarettes and weed) until I'm all better. Because I can't even breathe right now. So, smoking really doesn't help it.
I don't think my lollipop is coming over tonight. Which makes me really sad, because I miss him. I haven't seen him in a long time. I haven't seen anyone in a long time. Ugh. Ohio is starting to anger me.
My brother's birthday is Sunday though. And we're partying hard. So, I either better be all better by then, or I don't give a shit I'll just kill myself a little more. :]
Ugh. Who else finds Valentine's day to be oh so pointless? Maybe I wouldn't find it so retarded if I had a significant other though. But see, I don't have one of those. So I find it fucking pointless. I think I'll just get fuckin' wasted on that day too. Fucking alcoholic. Drug addict. Piece of shit.
Much love kiddos. <3
.lolli//