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I don't know what it is but lately I have been crying over stuff that I thought never bothered me before.
Like last night I was crying because I don't want to grow up and I have no idea what I want to do in college, and I wish things were back how they were when my parents were together before they started fighting.
Growing up has always scared me, but my parents, I thought I was over that.
I think it's because my Mum was talking about moving in with Scott, and she wants me to move in with them. I've got a little jealousy issue I'm thinkin. I don't want to share my Mum with anyone.
It's always been, me and Mum...we're best friends, we tell eachother everything. I don't want to have to share that. I know that's horrible of me to say, but it's true. I mean, yeah I've got my brother and sister too, but they're gone every other 6 days...so that's our bonding time *if it's possible for us to even be any closer* and if we're living with Scott, he'll be mooching on my bonding...grrr
things are just moving too fast.
Like last night I was crying because I don't want to grow up and I have no idea what I want to do in college, and I wish things were back how they were when my parents were together before they started fighting.
Growing up has always scared me, but my parents, I thought I was over that.
I think it's because my Mum was talking about moving in with Scott, and she wants me to move in with them. I've got a little jealousy issue I'm thinkin. I don't want to share my Mum with anyone.
It's always been, me and Mum...we're best friends, we tell eachother everything. I don't want to have to share that. I know that's horrible of me to say, but it's true. I mean, yeah I've got my brother and sister too, but they're gone every other 6 days...so that's our bonding time *if it's possible for us to even be any closer* and if we're living with Scott, he'll be mooching on my bonding...grrr
things are just moving too fast.