Jan 10, 2005 12:04
CRAIG'S HOME CRAIG'S HOME CRAIG'S HOME CRAIG'S HOME!!!!!!
I went to pick him up from the Airport on Saturday, got really nervous, and excited, and locked my keys in my car. We had to call a tow truck to have them come unlock it. 2nd time now...I need to make an extra set of keys. Maybe I'll do that today.
But it was so emotional seeing him. I started crying as soon as I saw people from his flight walking in, then I saw a glimpse of his face for about 2 seconds, and I started crying even harder. Then when I saw him walk up in his Marine Uniform I lost it. We hugged and I cried and shook uncontrollably for a while. People were staring, but I dont care.
I am so in love with him, I don't know why I ever doubted our feelings for eachother..I'm just a very insecure person. I need to work on that. He's home for 24 days instead of 10 because he got recruiter's assistance =D that makes me so happy.
We spent the night at his house, and didnt go to bed until about 6:30 in the morning, he fell asleep, but I couldn't, I just kept thinking about everything, and watched him sleep.
I'm so in love with him, I just can't get over it. I start crying when I think about how great everything is. I have decided that I am ready to settle down, and I want to wait for him. It will be hard, but I don't want to fuck it up again, I don't want to lose him. He's the best thing that has ever happened to me.
He'll be going to Iraq within the next year, and that really depresses me. But he said that he's planned our life out for us, and I think it's a pretty good plan. We'll get married before he leaves for Iraq, so his salary is doubled, and I'll live at home with my Mom until he comes home, and go to college. Save up some money, so that way, things won't be as hard for us when he comes home for good. We'll have to see. =D
ahhhh I'm so happy. I haven't been honestly happy happy since he left....god i love him so much...
Sorry for all the sappy shit, but I'm just sooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!