I'm back. To be honest, the reason why I decided to delete this in the first place was because I had someone making assumptions and making accusations from my entries and it just felt so juvenile to me. I felt as if my whole blog was from a different stage in my life, one that I have moved on from. I don't even know why you were interested in it in the first place, but next time before you make assumptions about what I say, it would be polite to be sure before you speak.
Anyway, I was in the process of making a
new blog but the layout didn't turn out right and I couldn't be bothered fixing it. Anyone willing to fix for me?
On with my blog...
Having been at university for a month now and meeting new people, it's fair to say that I am not the same person that I was last year. I no longer deal with my issues in the same manner. I am stronger than I have ever been. I am happy and content with my life and my relationships.
I find myself being at home more than I ever have since the HSC finished mainly because of my study commitments and also because I finally realise how stressful it is for my parents. I put myself in their shoes and realised how worried they get when I'm out every weekend until the early hours. No matter how much I try to convince them that I don't drink, smoke or do drugs, they will always be worried because I will always be their little girl (aww). Now, my days consist of uni, a bit of shopping with friends, seeing the boy after uni and gym sessions. I do go out during the weekends, every now and then, to celebrate special occasions.
Lately I've been inundated with uni work. Two Wednesdays ago, I had an assignment due . Two Fridays ago, I had a report due. Last Wednesday I had a test and another assingment due. Tomorrow I have another assignment due. On Tuesday is yes, ANOTHER assignment due. Next Monday is, well, you've probably guessed it, an assignment. Seems like we've been having a busy time at uni whilst others don't seem as busy. Lucky!
On other news, I am officially a Red Cross volunteer! However, I am yet to sign up for volunteer activities since I've been so busy with uni work. Mid semester break is coming up in two weeks so I'll be volunteering then. Also doing the Red Cross door knock appeal soon!
Manic (which was a month ago) went OFF. I had the best rave experience ever. LOL. I remember dancing around next to Tony when Love Comes came on and everytime the song came to the part where it goes "ooh ooh", we turned around to each other and sung it. Sounded so off beat! I also remember when Darren Styles sung Save Me and Pretty Green Eyes we all stood next to each other with our arms around each other swaying from side to side. Haha, it was so cute! Next rave here we come!
Last Friday was Fragna's 18th. Ramzy was so drunk that when he said something funny and we laughed, he'd reply with "why are you laughing" and I'd say "because you said something funny" and he'd be like "but I don't remember!". LOL. It was the cutest shit ever. I had such a good time, and it was so worth going to after having not been out since Manic. The fight that ended the party was really scary because it was the first fight I've ever witnessed. Some of the girls started crying and some of us got hit too. I wish (some) people didn't have so much pride. If you're in the wrong, why is it so hard to cop the shit like a man? Why do some people have to refuse to accept that it was their fault when it's so obvious? It's a wonder why little disagreements and misunderstandings evolve into arguments and violence.