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we broke up. it's simple. we're still friends. it's all good. I'm over it.
talking about it sucks though. That's why I'm not going to think about it anymore and why no one else is going to bring it up, riiiiiiiiiight? :).
He admitted to me he thought he wanted it but it wasn't what he ever wanted in the first place. It was cute while it laste though, right? I mean, I don't mean that mean.. I'm being honest; we all have to wake up from our fairytales sometime. Perhaps it just wasn't meant to be. It's cool. I'm fine with that.
I think God doesn't want me to have a boyfriend because He hates it how I have the tendency to keep the boyfriend more on my mind than God. Maybe one day I can find the boy who's everything I want and I'm everything he wants... and He'll help me find myself in God. And it'll be good.
I really am smiling right now. Not because I'm glad it's over, but because I'm happy that it ever was.
Okay, no more talk kids. But God is good-- strange at times, but good.
xxx
talking about it sucks though. That's why I'm not going to think about it anymore and why no one else is going to bring it up, riiiiiiiiiight? :).
He admitted to me he thought he wanted it but it wasn't what he ever wanted in the first place. It was cute while it laste though, right? I mean, I don't mean that mean.. I'm being honest; we all have to wake up from our fairytales sometime. Perhaps it just wasn't meant to be. It's cool. I'm fine with that.
I think God doesn't want me to have a boyfriend because He hates it how I have the tendency to keep the boyfriend more on my mind than God. Maybe one day I can find the boy who's everything I want and I'm everything he wants... and He'll help me find myself in God. And it'll be good.
I really am smiling right now. Not because I'm glad it's over, but because I'm happy that it ever was.
Okay, no more talk kids. But God is good-- strange at times, but good.
xxx