sad
iam feeling kinda sad right now i dont really no y well actally i do know y i just dont wanna explain really...ive been with ppl all day but i still feel so lonely it really sucks...iam in a really bad mood ive been in a pretty bad mood all day...n it was so fuckign hot 2day...i wish so much that i could be happy like some of those ppl who dont seem 2 worry about anything n just life is good 2 them...iam always saying how i just wanna do stuff that makes me happy in my life but iam not feeling happy at all right now....i kinda feel like crying but i dont really cry i havent cryed in like 3 months haha...yea iam tough like that i guess...crying actally makes u feel much better when ur sad i mean thats y u do it..i guess?...i feel like doing nothing n not being around anyone but then i would be sooo bored so i do anyways...its funny being lonely i mean you dont want to be bored so you go hang out with people..it dosent really make u any less lonely just more entertained...ehh whatever i cant really explain what iam feeling right now i could like an hour ago n i wrote it all down in my private section...
its hard to keep my feet on the ground...
waking up to an alarm
feeling depressed everyday
leaving without making a sound
living in a tweaker pad
saying iam happy when iam not
a little sublime haha
This song is dedicated to all the happy people
All the happy people who have real nice lives
And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck
That's rock bottom
When this life makes you mad enough to kill
That's rock bottom
When you want something bad enough you'll steal
That's rock bottom
When you feel you have had it up to here
Cause you mad enough to scream but you sad enough to tear
My life is full of empty promises
And broken dreams
I'm hoping things will look up
But there ain't no job openings
I feel discouraged hungry and malnourished
Living in this house with no furnace, unfurnished
And i'm sick of working dead end jobs with lame pay
And i'm tired of being hired and fired the same day
But fuck it, if you know the rules to the game play
Cause when we die we know were all going the same way
It's cool to be player, but it sucks to be the fan
When all you need is bucks to be the man
Plus a luxury sedan
Too comfortable and roomy in a six
They threw me in the mix
With all these gloomy lunatics
Walk around depressed
And smoke a pound of ses a day
And yesterday went by so quick it seems like it was just today
My daughter wants to throw the ball but i'm too stressed to play
Live half my life and throw the rest away
n some eminem
its hard to keep my feet on the ground...
waking up to an alarm
feeling depressed everyday
leaving without making a sound
living in a tweaker pad
saying iam happy when iam not
a little sublime haha
This song is dedicated to all the happy people
All the happy people who have real nice lives
And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck
That's rock bottom
When this life makes you mad enough to kill
That's rock bottom
When you want something bad enough you'll steal
That's rock bottom
When you feel you have had it up to here
Cause you mad enough to scream but you sad enough to tear
My life is full of empty promises
And broken dreams
I'm hoping things will look up
But there ain't no job openings
I feel discouraged hungry and malnourished
Living in this house with no furnace, unfurnished
And i'm sick of working dead end jobs with lame pay
And i'm tired of being hired and fired the same day
But fuck it, if you know the rules to the game play
Cause when we die we know were all going the same way
It's cool to be player, but it sucks to be the fan
When all you need is bucks to be the man
Plus a luxury sedan
Too comfortable and roomy in a six
They threw me in the mix
With all these gloomy lunatics
Walk around depressed
And smoke a pound of ses a day
And yesterday went by so quick it seems like it was just today
My daughter wants to throw the ball but i'm too stressed to play
Live half my life and throw the rest away
n some eminem