Oct 28, 2005 23:20
i'm still alive! don't fret people. like you even care.
but i'm not gonna really update now.
i had one of THE worst dream ever two nights ago. i suffed someone in the oven and almost burned them to death. like i put them in the oven and went to sleep. the next morning i woke up and i totally regretted it so i went to the kitchen and opened the oven door and i could hear the girl crying, but her head was completely caved in and flat. rahhhh i hated myself. but thank GOD it was only a dream. and i don't even know why i did that. all i really remember is jon telling me i have to kill her. ahhh i'm a terrible person!!!
in other newssss.............. nothing.
i want a new life. i want to start over. i just don't feel very happy.