i'm just a love machine, and i don't work for nobody but you
ouch. i just scratched my nose and i have sunburn on it :(
i figure it's time to update.
this week has been nice. just relaxed mostly. yesterday i went boating with chuck, bryan, niall, and two other girls. went tubing -- freaking AWESOME. also went wakeboarding. surprisingly, i was able to get up. i was only up for about 5 seconds haha. but it was still so much fun. can't wait till the next time i go :) i'm soooo sore from it though. my neck hurts a lot, and my arms and legs.
ugh. i hate how i'm so naive and gullible and so easy to win over and just so fucking stupid. i'll fall for anything he says. he'll be so sweet and nice and all like "oh i wish we could be together" and bullshit like that, and i'll believe it. i'm just so easy to win over. then when she comes back into his life, i'm just brushed off as some girl he knows. and dont get me wrong, i have absolutely nothing against the other girl. it's just that i'll believe everything he says, and he'll forget about me just like that when she comes back. and then when they break up, i'm always here for him to flirt with and be all sweet with and bullshit like that. and i fall for it everytime. i forget about how he lied to me and led me on. i always tell myself he can't be the guy that hurt me like that. and then he goes and does it again. i hate ittttt. :(
on a lighter note.... i get my permit in 8 months :) and even though it's just my permit, i'll be driving by myself everywhere. yay i'm excited!
....and school starts in 5 weeks.
i wanna get a new haircut. like side sweep bangs with a deep side part. eh?
mary says i look like adriana lima, but i dont think so. i think my cheek bones stick out more than hers, and my chin is more pointy. what do you think?
grrr meghan got drunk last night and smoked the rest of the cigarettes. damn her...
aaaand that's all for tonight. comments would be nice :)
i figure it's time to update.
this week has been nice. just relaxed mostly. yesterday i went boating with chuck, bryan, niall, and two other girls. went tubing -- freaking AWESOME. also went wakeboarding. surprisingly, i was able to get up. i was only up for about 5 seconds haha. but it was still so much fun. can't wait till the next time i go :) i'm soooo sore from it though. my neck hurts a lot, and my arms and legs.
ugh. i hate how i'm so naive and gullible and so easy to win over and just so fucking stupid. i'll fall for anything he says. he'll be so sweet and nice and all like "oh i wish we could be together" and bullshit like that, and i'll believe it. i'm just so easy to win over. then when she comes back into his life, i'm just brushed off as some girl he knows. and dont get me wrong, i have absolutely nothing against the other girl. it's just that i'll believe everything he says, and he'll forget about me just like that when she comes back. and then when they break up, i'm always here for him to flirt with and be all sweet with and bullshit like that. and i fall for it everytime. i forget about how he lied to me and led me on. i always tell myself he can't be the guy that hurt me like that. and then he goes and does it again. i hate ittttt. :(
on a lighter note.... i get my permit in 8 months :) and even though it's just my permit, i'll be driving by myself everywhere. yay i'm excited!
....and school starts in 5 weeks.
i wanna get a new haircut. like side sweep bangs with a deep side part. eh?
mary says i look like adriana lima, but i dont think so. i think my cheek bones stick out more than hers, and my chin is more pointy. what do you think?
grrr meghan got drunk last night and smoked the rest of the cigarettes. damn her...
aaaand that's all for tonight. comments would be nice :)