(no subject)
we were talking abouyt best friends in frnech today. I started thinking about it, dazing off so to speak. I realized that i dont have a best friend at all. the closest i can think of is kelly, but does that count? i dont know man. Maybe i just cant get close to people anymore. Everyone in my past has been a let down. Seabstian probably being the first. Sure i have gotton close to people, but theres not one particular person that i can relate to completely. Its kind of sad. I want a best friend cause its seriously been a long time since ive had one. I feel so alone right now and i hate it. Eff this noise.