hmm....
I think this insomnia is starting to become a problem... i am starting to lose track of the actual time of day...
Things are interesting from my side of the world... i kinda feel like i have fallen off the face of the planet... i never know what's going on with anyone. Sometimes i don't really care, i guess that's my biggest problem. I need to do some shit. But at the same time i don't really feel any urgency to do anything.
I have this really weird "i don't care" feeling that has been with me for a while now. I'm not really sure what caused it or why i have this lingering effect following me... Is it weird that i have seen both 2 sunrises and a sunset since the last time i slept? (random thought lol)
I guess i just feel like shit is moving around me and i don't care... i have no real motivation to get up and do anything.. i am in my own little world and i don't care...
so i have got this praticum coming up.. it's due like december 6th or something... i have to have a 5 page translation of anything i want to translate... i am stuck between an Anne Rice novel and a bunch of e-mails i have gotten from my friend Tutt (german dude currently in Aussieland)...
so back to the weird feeling... yeh like i have no urgency to do anything... it's like i just don't care about anyhting... i know that sounds really really bad, but i don't mean it like a bad thing. i really don't feel like bad or good about anything... i have been in this state of "numb" since a few months before i left for germany... but i have really only noticed it for about 2 years... it's so weird... maybe that's why i made certain random ass decisions?
anways hope everyone is chillin' with some goodness...
Peace and Love my buuuuddies.... peace and love!
Things are interesting from my side of the world... i kinda feel like i have fallen off the face of the planet... i never know what's going on with anyone. Sometimes i don't really care, i guess that's my biggest problem. I need to do some shit. But at the same time i don't really feel any urgency to do anything.
I have this really weird "i don't care" feeling that has been with me for a while now. I'm not really sure what caused it or why i have this lingering effect following me... Is it weird that i have seen both 2 sunrises and a sunset since the last time i slept? (random thought lol)
I guess i just feel like shit is moving around me and i don't care... i have no real motivation to get up and do anything.. i am in my own little world and i don't care...
so i have got this praticum coming up.. it's due like december 6th or something... i have to have a 5 page translation of anything i want to translate... i am stuck between an Anne Rice novel and a bunch of e-mails i have gotten from my friend Tutt (german dude currently in Aussieland)...
so back to the weird feeling... yeh like i have no urgency to do anything... it's like i just don't care about anyhting... i know that sounds really really bad, but i don't mean it like a bad thing. i really don't feel like bad or good about anything... i have been in this state of "numb" since a few months before i left for germany... but i have really only noticed it for about 2 years... it's so weird... maybe that's why i made certain random ass decisions?
anways hope everyone is chillin' with some goodness...
Peace and Love my buuuuddies.... peace and love!