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I'm SO sick of feeling like this...I'm sick of feeling not good enough, not skinny enough, not pretty enough, not worthy enough of his time. Fuck this bullshit. He knows how this makes me feel. But does he give a shit?
Of course not...Why bother? I'm only the mother of your fucking child. You better get your fucking act together or you won't be seeing your sweet Hannah when she is born...I'm done with this bullshit. What gives you the right to make me feel this way? Its not about me...huh? Well think about how i feel for a minute. Think about how that made you feel when I did that to you. And think about what its going to be like to have a daughter and never be able to see her because your too fucking sick to realize what this is doing to our relationship. Trust is the foundation of love...and we definetly don't have any foundation at all.
Of course not...Why bother? I'm only the mother of your fucking child. You better get your fucking act together or you won't be seeing your sweet Hannah when she is born...I'm done with this bullshit. What gives you the right to make me feel this way? Its not about me...huh? Well think about how i feel for a minute. Think about how that made you feel when I did that to you. And think about what its going to be like to have a daughter and never be able to see her because your too fucking sick to realize what this is doing to our relationship. Trust is the foundation of love...and we definetly don't have any foundation at all.