No more dating. I'm just waiting.
I broke up with John 32 minutes ago. Here's why:
I was at Raise the Roof last night and when Barlow Girl was talking about dating and stuff, I realized that I wasn't giving God everything I had. I wasn't giving Him my whole heart. After hearing them talk, I started thinking about that and I think that the reason I was even there at Raise the Roof in the first place was because God needed me to hear that. I've realized that I don't need guys to make me happy. I just need to give myself completely to God, no doubling back. Now that I have, I just have to trust that He will take care of everything.
I should appreciate the things God has for me now. I'm so thankful for everything that I have. He's given me tons, and then some. I just have to give up the excess stuff that isn't necessary. Don't get me wrong, John is a great guy but I just have to do what God wants me to do. Obviously, God has someone for me and I don't need to date anyone else. I'm not saying dating is wrong, by all means go date someone, it's great, but you don't NEED to date anyone. We don't need to be giving little pieces of our hearts to everyone, just to have them broken. God didn't make our hearts to be broken. And if you've just gone through a tough break up (or are going through something that you think you might never get through), God only makes happy endings. If it's not happy, it's not the end.
Oh yeah, I got my haircut today. Super Cuts. Super cute.
[editor's note: If you are looking to read a happy entry, read the one below this one]
Over and out.
Kaeli
I was at Raise the Roof last night and when Barlow Girl was talking about dating and stuff, I realized that I wasn't giving God everything I had. I wasn't giving Him my whole heart. After hearing them talk, I started thinking about that and I think that the reason I was even there at Raise the Roof in the first place was because God needed me to hear that. I've realized that I don't need guys to make me happy. I just need to give myself completely to God, no doubling back. Now that I have, I just have to trust that He will take care of everything.
I should appreciate the things God has for me now. I'm so thankful for everything that I have. He's given me tons, and then some. I just have to give up the excess stuff that isn't necessary. Don't get me wrong, John is a great guy but I just have to do what God wants me to do. Obviously, God has someone for me and I don't need to date anyone else. I'm not saying dating is wrong, by all means go date someone, it's great, but you don't NEED to date anyone. We don't need to be giving little pieces of our hearts to everyone, just to have them broken. God didn't make our hearts to be broken. And if you've just gone through a tough break up (or are going through something that you think you might never get through), God only makes happy endings. If it's not happy, it's not the end.
Oh yeah, I got my haircut today. Super Cuts. Super cute.
[editor's note: If you are looking to read a happy entry, read the one below this one]
Over and out.
Kaeli