Jul 10, 2005 11:12
AHHHHHHHHhh. Too much media. In 24 hours, I've watched the Complete Hellsing series, 1st season of South Park, 2 Japanese zombie movies (Guitarwolf, fuck yeah), 3 episodes of Mr. Show's 4th season, read 4 chapters of Mitch Albom new book "the 5 people you meet in heaven" (very engaging book). I think I've overloaded my "staring at the TV" center in my brain. At the rate I'm going, I could just hole myself in my room and watch, listen, and learn 21-7 (need at least 3 hours of sleep), and I would still be behind the rate of media coming at me to buy. And that's only the American and Japanese media. Tae Guk Gi-The Brotherhood of War was better than any American movie I've seen this year save Batman Begins, and now I have to find everything this director (Je-Kyu Kang) has done. More buying and downloading. I feel like such a CONSUMER. Damnit, the man is winning. Even if I do steal most of my media and buy half my books off Amazon and the other half at the thrift store. But like beth gibbons explains in her sultry way (even though she sure as hell ain't talking about the same thing I am, her modus operandi applies over many situations)
"For as long as I have tried
And as low as I can be
I will never resign myself
every trial I see"
On a side note, can people really be 78 times cooler the second time you meet them in person? Me thinks it's possible. She knows who I'm talking about, and all I really want from her is to smile when she reads this. I guess I'm selfish like that. And I apologize for breaking your heart. I rarely do that, even with electrified guitar picks and plasma guitar swords (again I say, guitarwolf, fuck yeah).
Remember, when you read this page, we offer 4 promises that my competitors can't match:
1. My web page is not constantly on fire
2. You will not learn anything at all, whatsoever
3. I will not try to have sex with you
4. Unless you have boobs
Is it possible to know someone so long and be down for their cause in life, and still fly apart like a rusted gear box? The one person I can truly call my best friend and I may be ending up like this. No anger, no dislike, no distrust, just paths separating. He's my dog forever and I've always got his back, but it's like we've said everything we can say to each other.
"Flow like the blood of Abraham through the Jews and Arabs
Torn apart like a woman's heart abused in a marriage"
Now to go listen to the 20 albums I've downloaded this week. Black man, out.