Apr 02, 2005 14:43
Janelle I will see you tonight... I will be bringing a car full of peoeple if thats ok... My guest list includes Carah, Zach, Casey and Caseys' lady friend .. Charlie
My back hurts...
I hope I dont get lost tonight....
I hope I have gas..
I hope I have money...
I have an eerie feeling I will have trouble with the law today...
I have been talking to Rosies' niece via e-mail
She is 16 and living with some foster parents due to her fucked up parents... she has at least 4 other siblings (that I know of) that are still at home... she has lived a fucked up life due to some piece of shit "adults".... she puts things in perspective for me and makes me realize things aren't as bad as they seem.. I love her and I wish her the best in that circus they call a family..
I have had a bandaid on my left middle finger for at least 2 weeks now (details un-known.... its not a wart... )
Eddie is back in town, which is awesome. He is one of the people I feel closest to, oddly enough.. It may seem strange to most of you but Eddie has the most respect for his friends at of all the people I know. Im glad I have some body I can count on again.
I really really want to quit smoking... its just literally impossible living in my apartment..
My daughter is moving back home.... or so I've heard... I will believe it when I see it.... the pure thought of it gives me butterflies.
I almost beat The pipe in magic last night... it was exciting... but. to no avail... I felt like Karl Malone... and Mitch was Michael Jordan...
Well thats about it for now.