Mar 31, 2007 03:46
so i guess this is the part of my life where i decide whether or not to begin partying and slacking off in class. i mean there are plenty of people to talk to at my school, but dont find the desire to because im so closed to people. i know that i like someone and have liked them for two years. not being allowed to see that person like i want to drives me nuts and angry at the same time.
i think that after i finish translating the letter that im writing to someone and hear her response or reflection then it will determine whether or not im going to live it up as being single or continue waiting. i just dont know, there are some girls in a few of my classes that id like to get to know.
the big factor in all of this is that my car is still not operating, its just sitting in my garage waiting for me to take it to the shop to get repaired. without a car there is no such thing as having a g/f and for that matter going out with other people who dont have a car.
i blab on and on about the stupidest shit because i have too much time to reflect on the little bullshit things in my life. i just need to ride my bike more to get everything out of my head.