my eyes reflect one-thousand bleeding hearts.
you ask me why im scared? does it not seem fair?
yes well. so now im being TOLD who im dating by mack. no, nono, he didnt ask me if i was dating l.e.j. he told me i was. when i ask him one question-- if hes interested in any girls-- he blows up on me. dont i have the right to become equally angry, if not more, when he TELLS me that i am dating someone and he doesnt care. we go through about a 20 minute argument about how i think i would know best if im going out with someone. he says that i definitley am and i shouldnt be ashamed of it. ashamed of what?!
theres nothing to be ashamed of.. im really sorry im not dating someone so i could rub it into his face and hopefully make him become jealous and want me back. you know mack, its a lot easier for me to find a guy than it is for you to find a girl, so before you haul off and make me consider going out with someone, why dont YOU find yourself a lady first and then we can make each other jealous..
"I want your boy friend in a box so i can send him off somewhere far away, then we'll be the way like we used to be. you want my girlfriend all tied up so u can threaten her. since im not with you, now you're tellin her that you still want me, still want me. i dont want to be second best, ive waited too long. i just want a second chance to be your first again. you're never satisfied with anyone pretending your content. when your boyfriend leaves you'll be calling me, then we'll cheat again, cheat again"
- "second best" by homegrown ..
yes well that was a nice little interlude to tell you about the situation.. back to the story..
lets get one thing straight though.. l.e.j. is not currently the apple of my eye, and i dont see him having the potential to be. hes a totally awesome guy definitley funny, but no
well what the hell mack schaffer, youre totally hypocritical...
ooh ooh there's more though... then he informs me that l.e.j. likes me a lot and that hes in no way jealous, in no way angry, or anything. well thanks... thanks for that.. awesome..
mackenzie don "mittuns" schaffer .. this is war