this might be a big mistake........

Aug 28, 2004 19:43

maybe this isn't the best place to be putting stuff like this, but i need to say it sumwhere........

Thursday April 15, 2004 3:37 PM ET
I might not be what you want but at least I'm something
submitted by: mAnDi3307

i dont know why, but all of a sudden i really started thinking about everything that i am going through with ppl. ppl not liking me for who i am or for who i'm not. i am so sick of that. i realized that i dont wanna be the kind of grl that takes things to heart, and cries over ppl when they say hurtful things or dont want me because i'm not perfect. no ones perfect, and i get that now, i have been trying to hard to change the way that ppl want me to change, and i am not gonna do it anymore.... theres ppl who like me for me, and i really respect them, cuz i mean they dont want me to be perfect, but then again, i wish i was perfect? i dunno, i just had all these feelings and all these things that i wanted to say , and now, re-reading everything that i was saying, i kinda wanna just delete it all! but ppl need to know how i feel about this ........ perfect is boring and i get that now, and...... i might not be exactally what he wanted, but at least i know now that i'm something.......
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