NO LONGER A TEENAGER!!!!!
WELL TODAY I TURN 20 AND I AM NO LONGER A TEENAGER.I GUESS YOU WOULD THINK THAT IM HAPPY AND EXCITED BUT IM NOT. BECAUSE I RUINED THE BEST THING THAT I EVER HAD. TIFFANY IS NOW MAD AT ME BECAUSE OF THINGS THAT I HAVE SAID. EVERY THING SHE HAS TOLD ME MAKES ME FEEL SO BAD AND DUMB.IF I COULD GO BACK IN TIME I WOULD CHANGE WHAT I SAID AND DID. BUT I CANT, I JUST HAVE TO LIVE WITH THE FACT THAT I HAVE RUINED THE ONLY THING THAT CAN MAKE ME SMILE AND FEEL GOOD. BUT TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST I DESERVE IT. WORDS CANT DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW. I LOVE TIFFANY MORE THAN ANYONE CAN LOVE SOME ONE AND NOW IT FEELS LIKE SHE IS GOING TO END THINGS BETWEEN US. IF SHE DOES I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO.
WHAT DO YOU DO IF THE BEST THING IN YOUR LIFE, DESIDES THAT THEY DONT WANT YOU ANYMORE. AND THE THING THAT SUCKS THE MOST IS I MADE HER FEEL THAT WAY. I WISH THERE WERE SOMEWAY I COULD MAKE IT UP TO HER BUT I THINK ITS TOO LATE. IM SO MAD AT MY SELF RIGHT NOW AND I FEEL REALLY BAD FOR THE THINGS THAT I DID SAY TO HER. WELL ENOUGH ABOUT ME BEING A DUMB ASS AND HURTING SOMEONE THAT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. IM GOING TO GO BE DEPRESSED SOMEWHERE ELSE.
WHAT DO YOU DO IF THE BEST THING IN YOUR LIFE, DESIDES THAT THEY DONT WANT YOU ANYMORE. AND THE THING THAT SUCKS THE MOST IS I MADE HER FEEL THAT WAY. I WISH THERE WERE SOMEWAY I COULD MAKE IT UP TO HER BUT I THINK ITS TOO LATE. IM SO MAD AT MY SELF RIGHT NOW AND I FEEL REALLY BAD FOR THE THINGS THAT I DID SAY TO HER. WELL ENOUGH ABOUT ME BEING A DUMB ASS AND HURTING SOMEONE THAT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. IM GOING TO GO BE DEPRESSED SOMEWHERE ELSE.