heartbroken
I just spent an hour blubbering into the phone to my ex-girlfriend. I don't remember ever crying before in my post adolescent life. I poured my heart out to her and she cried into the phone, telling me how much she cared for me and loved me. She said she had no hope for us. I explained that it wasn't about hope, it was about fighting for someone because they are what is important to you. I pleaded with her to fight for me, but she refused. She has no qualitative response to why she doesn't think we can work and make each other happy. She has, just a feeling that we can't. How can someone claim to love so much yet let something indescribable step in the way? I really would love it if someone could help me to understand.
I am definitely not well. I don't feel like I'll be well for a long time. Nothing seems as significant in my life as this.
I am definitely not well. I don't feel like I'll be well for a long time. Nothing seems as significant in my life as this.