Jan 19, 2008 10:40
Had a pretty good night out last night. Went to a good restaurant and then hung out at the bar afterward. I have to admit that It was pretty awesome hanging out in a bar for hours and not smelling like someone else's cigarette smoke. I was doing pretty well for a couple weeks and now I'm back to missing and wanting to find a part of me that is missing. It's that part that I left with her. It is her. I had a dream a few nights ago that she came to my house and I held her and kissed her neck and smelled her hair. Then I woke up, but the feeling was so real that it startled me quite a bit. Then I saw something on a TV show last night that reminded me that I had honestly expected to spend the greatest moments of my life with her. It's got me down a bit. I'm sure by next week I'll be better again.
In other news, I finally finished my coffee so that I could buy fresh beans and try out my new burr grinder. I bought a couple different blends and I ground some up extra coarse for my press. I saw some inconsistencies in the grind, which shouldn't happen, but I'll give it a good solid few chances before I fully commit to an opinion on it. I'm gonna go try my coffee, I'll let you know how it is. :) Pretty tasty coffee. Want some?
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